Have you ever found yourself yearning to start afresh, when nothing seems to make sense and it feels as though you’ve reached a dead end?
Today, it broke for me. I acknowledge that it may not seem like a significant event, as there will be more opportunities in the future. However, it feels as though my dream has come to an end, right here and now. I’m uncertain whether it’s better that the failure was solely my fault, giving me a chance to redeem myself next time, or worse that I stumbled on the final step after putting in so much effort.
Strange feeling… hot tears… shaking hands and broken dreams…
Wanna go back in my 15, and start all over again! Is it possible? I wish to travel back, if only for a few hours, to alter the course of events…. I can make it better, I am capable, but I failed…
Give up? Or next time?
